KisHy -)i(-

There I was an empty piece of a shell,
Just mindin’ my own world;
Without even knowin’ what love and life were all about.

Then you came,
You brought me out of the shell;
You gave the world to me
And before I knew,
There I was so in love with you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I’m feelin’
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I’ve gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes
I just know, I know I’m on to something good

And I’m sure my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world;
And take all my cares away with the aching part of me.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I’m feelin’
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I’ve gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

You taught me how to love,
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My life is diff’rent from the yesterday;
And you, you taught me how to love
And darling I will always cherish you
Today, tomorrow and forever.

And I’m sure when evening comes around
I know we’ll be making love like never before;
My love, who could ask for more?

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I’m feelin’
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I’ve gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I’m feelin’
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I’ve gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you.

click this —>> listen to this!

just when i thought everything is perfect.. why is everything so different now? what have i done?

            A word fit for someone who’s been dumbed and wasted. 5 more months away and the big make-or-break day will lead me to a point where I’ll have to decide for my future: the QUALIFYING EXAM.

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Kainis to the max! Woke up around past 8 and I was getting panicky na. All I could think of was Avril and the rest of the gurls waiting for me in the Rotunda. traffic.. I could picture Ainee doing the nagging. God, I missed a lot of things for waking up 4 hours late! Aarggh! So there I went, getting ready or should I say rushing things to get my ass straight off to school.

9.15 na. Darn!!! Postponed pala ang praktis! Now I whined bat pa ako nag-apply for grad! This is the thing I hate most sa graduation thing.. the hassles! 4 more days to go, wala pa akong masusuot eh! I DON’T WANNA WEAR SKIRTS AND THE LIKE E! Heck. No plans talaga! Panu yan? Un required eh! S**t! I could die thinking of it!

School’s over.. should have been running my fingers on the map and pointing to just the right place for summer. Haha! Beat that! As if I can go wherever I want to. Duh? Hahay..So back to the real world. Mag-oojt pa ako noh! L Big thing huh? Sooo excited na talaga! The truth is, ngaun pa lang tinatamad na ako! Hehe. Talking about clumsiness and being the couch potato that I am. Haha! Buti pa mga kasama q, nagstart na cla! Hahay..

10.20 na… Kakabored nang mag-update ng blog. Better be going home. Dami ata naming bisita ngaun! BONDING!!!! -)i(-

Shedding bad thoughts away.. (reposted)

I need someone with a brain right now. Oh, funny how people ask for different things.. Things that’ll surprise them. Things that aren’t conventional. But once they get what they want, they hate it. Hypocrites. I repeat, I need someone with a brain. In fact, I think I can even settle for someone with a higher "intellect" than me. Okay, I know I’m being full of my self again. Bear with me. But it would be entertaining, yet quite intimidating that I would be left stuttering and insecure. *sigh* Whatever. These thoughts just came crashing.

I’m wondering how some people could be so … So.. err, I don’t know what’s the appropriate term. But the thought is, plastic?! I mean, when you’re with them they let you feel like everything’s fine but you know it’s not. You can sense it because the gap is there.  And you’re left thinking what have you done or what went wrong. You slam the thought away so as not to destroy the friendship you built and kept building for the past years. I know it sounds ridiculous but you just can’t help it. You fear that if you let them know about it, it might end up the wrong way. (You definitely wouldn’t want that to happen, db?)  You’re left waiting until they finally tell it to you.. So to your last resort, you step back, hold your tongue and mingle with them instead.

BAD THING IS, I’m getting used to it.

SO what’s the point? The point is, why not confront the person instead, face to face. I guess, it wouldn’t hurt that much. Okay lang sana kung hindi napapansin pero it’s obvious naman. Nakakailang kasi yung ganun.. You see and spend time with each other almost everyday but ironically, you feel you’re being stabbed at the back. But

you don’t want to ruin the bond you established so you simply drop the whole idea.. You see the picture? That hurts, ayt?

MONTHS after… and having heard it straight from Ainee and Tessa, here’s what I have to say:

“I never thought I could be that exasperating. Believe me, I had no cruel intentions, whatsoever. Perhaps, I’m just being misunderstood. Had I hurt your feelings, had I done something that unintentionally messed up your days, take heed and hear my plea. I’m sorry, I really am. It broke my heart to finally really understand and see right before my very eyes clear views of what I tried so hard to refuse to believe into… What hurts the most are the happy days, or so I thought, that somehow gave me the slightest idea that you guys, my friends, supposedly the ones who could understand me, are the very ones hitting me to the core. I admit most of the times, I would turn out to be so cheesy, cracking jokes, sharing my stories, singing away boredom .. Surely, those are done out to break free from ennui. Was I that bad? I guess so.. Again, my apologies..”

I love you still, chums! J

            Aaaaaaahhh! It’s Friday and I’m inlove!!! To whom? Nah.. to myself!!! Hehehe.. I feel so blessed! *trumpets* I PASSED THE CIVIL SERVICE EXAM! Sub prof nga lang.. Nevertheless, I made it and impressed my high school professor (according to her, mataas talaga nakuha kong rating! Naks! *giggle*). She was the one who broke the news to me! So I confirmed it myself. click this to view it yourself! hehehe… ang yabang ko noh?! basta! check no. 37!

            I remember n’ung nagtake ako. Ramadhan pa un. I was assigned the last seat. Next to me was the comfort room tsaka my basurahan pa! How inconducive! Basta, I feel so grateful pa din!

            Kaya ini-inflict ko ung happiness nafefeel ko ngaun! *scream* There are so many reasons pa pala para maging happy pa ako! -)i(-

          Think of LIFEHOUSE !!! Never a day without you.. need I say more? hehehe.. Indulge! *hum* This song was sung to me by…uhhmm… basta! Over the phone ha?! hehehe..  click here for the video!

What day is it
and in what month,
this clock never seemed so alive…
I can’t keep up,
and I can’t back down,
I’ve been losing so much time.

‘Cause it’s you and me,
and all other people with nothing to do, nothing to lose.
And it’s you and me,
and all other people.
And I don’t know why,
I can’t keep my eyes off of you…

One of the things, that I wanna say,
Just aren’t coming out right.
I’m tripping on words,
You’ve got my head spinning and I don’t know where to go from here.

‘Cause it’s you and me,
and all other people with nothing to do, nothing to prove.
And it’s you and me,
and all other people.
And I don’t know why,
I can’t keep my eyes off of you…

There’s something about you now,
that I can’t quite figure out.
Everything she does is beautiful,
And everything she does is right.

‘Cause it’s you and me,
and all other people with nothing to do, nothing to lose.
And it’s you and me,
and all other people.
And I don’t know why,
I can’t keep my eyes off of

You and me,
and all other people with nothing to do, nothing to prove.
And it’s you and me,
and all other people.
And I don’t know why,
I can’t keep my eyes off of you…

What day is it
and in what month,
this clock never seemed so alive…

-)i(-

You don’t recognize him, ryt?! hehehe… Siya lang naman po lead ng LIFEHOUSE!

      What are you doin’? Let me give yah a hug! hehe..

        Hangin’ by a moment… ok,ok,ok…I’m listening.. Start!

        Heck.. Asan na kurukom u?

         Stop staring at me! You’re making me weak..

         Uhmmm… How about a new ‘do? Kaw kaya ang kalbo instead of Rick? 

       The recent album.. Dig in to "You and Me"!