KisHy -)i(-

     8:30 AM… I have a long day ahead. This spells R-E-S-T for me. Hahaha! I’ll do my usual duo—sleep and munch, sleep and munch, sleep again..and then munch some more! *bluuurrrggh!* Oops, sori! Hahaha! Some of you might not know it but I kinda have a distinctive apetite.. Siguro nga sa school ‘di masado kasi ‘la nang time to fill my always-hungry bottomless stomach! Uhuh.. hear that?! Gutom na ako ulit! *devilish grin* Pero pagdating sa bahay.. nya-ha-hay! I eat like a QUEEN! (My sis Leigh and Kuya Schwartz can testify! They’re sick of me na!) Sobrang takaw ko talaga! Now I remember Tin-tin.. Everytime we go out kasi I try very hard (but always failed) to compete with her considering pasta lang sa akin against her BIG mac! I catch up naman paminsan-minsan but she’s just way too fast! Grrrrr! Guess I have to keep pushing! Aaaah, Tin! I take off my hat to you! *bows* You really amuse me! Sino ba’ng hindi?! I mean, she eats fast but when you look at her she seems to be enjoying it…savoring every bite! Inclined ‘au xa bah nga malingaw jud ka’g lantaw! Hahay..berks..berks..berks! Darn it, I miss you na guys..TERRIBLY!!! *frowns* Mga buslot ug bituka, diin naman mo??? We have so much more to catch up! 6 more days and we’ll be celebrating our anniversary again! Oh that reminds me, s’an na naman nga ba escapades natin? Please don’t suggest Tinago! (sori BEsh..) I know it sounds fun and exciting! Kaya lang problema nanaman mag-organize! Tsaka.. errr.. ‘Di na nanaman ako papayagan ni ano.. ni.. uhmm.. secweeet!!! (If you’re reading this [YOU KOW WHO YOU ARE!], peace na ta ha? Hehehe..) But I’ll try my luck next time.. So keep your fingers crossed for me! Mwah! (‘la pa koy panutblas! Bwahahaha!) Ligo muna si Lola ha? Gtg.. @_@

Nga pala, if you’re wondering ‘bout the title.. It’s nothing! Ahihihi.. Hirap kasing i-define sarili ko ngaun eh.. SHYPREXICAL, that is.. -)i(-

Uhmmm… errr..okay, okay..

Okay, I miss you…

I just have to admit that I am having a hard time doing things because I need your assistance.

I am having a hard time moving around, because I know that no man is an island. I miss everything that we shared. And heck, I know I cannot forget them. So even if I’m totally pissed off with you, I just cant find the reason not to forgive you.

I have forgiven you, actually. Maybe, I’m still hurt. I AM JUST HURT. *sniff sniff* Maybe that’s why I cannot forget it. But I am willing to give up my pride.. Yes, swallow it up for you. But not everything yet. Not just now. Maybe gradually, But for now, I think you still owe me an apology.

I know you are hurt, and I am too. Who else could be hurt as much as I do? I just hope you know how I feel. I am disturbed.

I hate what I’m doing now, but..errr…

*sighs*

uhmmm… Okay..

I’m sorry. I know I have my part why these things happened.. But.. Forgive na tika! I hope we can make up as soon as we can. (Lapit pa naman ang Ramadhan!)

                                   I LOVE YOU STILL..

Aaahh!! I arrived home carrying my gloomiest face! Sino ba naman ang hindi?! *sniff, sniff* I had anticipated this pa naman.. I guess it was all my fault.. tanga-tanga ko kasi eh! Ggrrg!! Yeah, right..my fault! Excited pa naman akong manood ng cheerdance kaso sold-out na raw ang ticket! Ggrrrr!!! Hay naku… pissed off ulit ako! Buhay ba naman oh! Buti na lang anjan si Mr. Bean! *smile* Gotta go! Nood muna ako, pips! *wink!*

You’re really gone.
The dryers on, im in,
And im alone for the first time.
You love to suck good friend,
Where’s the pair broken?
Are you aware that im missing you?

But I can’t run to you no more
to catch me when im fallin..
I know I have to let you go
But I will not be broken.
No, I will not be broken
But keep the slow fading memories..

This place is strange, empty!
You did your time, turned twenty
And walls are bare where your pictures hung.
But I can’t call you on no more.
And no we can’t just be friends
but now its time to let you go..
But I will not be broken.
No, I will not be broken

And keep the slowly fading
memories..memories..
I keeping these memories!
I can’t run to you no more
to catch me when im fallin..
I know I have to let you go
But I will not be broken
For every tear a lesson learned
Every goodtime golden
But now it’s time to let you go
And I will not be broken.
And I will not be broken.
No, I will not be broken!
And keep the slowly fading memories…

*08/11/05*

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*08/08/05* down and blue i am..

I believe
We shouldn’t let the moment pass us by
Life’s too short
We shouldn’t wait for the water to run dry

Think about it
Cause we only have one shot at destiny
All I’m asking
Could it possibly be you & me?

So if you’d still go, I’ll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you’ll stay, I’ll hold your hand
Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Time has come
For us to go, our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy today

I feel so cold
Feel so numb I’m having nightmares but I’m awake
Help me Lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away

Now that you’re gone, I’m all alone
I’m still hoping that you would come back home
Don’t care how long, but I’m willing to wait
Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you