KisHy -)i(-

I need someone with a brain right now. Oh, funny how people ask for different things.. Things that’ll surprise them. Things that aren’t conventional. But once they get what they want, they hate it. Hypocrites. I repeat, I need someone with a brain. In fact, I think I can even settle for someone with a higher "intellect" than me. Okay, I know I’m being full of my self again. But it would be entertaining, yet quite intimidating that I would be left stuttering and insecure. *sigh* Whatever. These thoughts just came crashing.

I’m wondering how some people could be so … So.. err, I don’t know what’s the appropriate term. But the thought is, plastic?! I mean, when you’re with them they let you feel like everything’s fine but you know it’s not. You can sense it because the gap is there. And you’re left thinking what have you done or what went wrong. You slam the thought away so as not to destroy the friendship you built and kept building for the past years. I know it sounds ridiculous but you just can’t help it. You fear that if you let them know about it, it might end up the wrong way. (You definitely wouldn’t want that to happen, db?) You’re left waiting until they finally tell it to you.. So to your last resort, you step back, hold your tongue and mingle with them instead. The point is, why not tell the person instead, face to face. I guess, it wouldn’t hurt that much. Okay lang sana kung hindi napapansin pero it’s obvious naman. Nakakailang kasi yung ganun.. You see and spend time with each other almost everyday but ironically, you feel you’re being stabbed at the back. But you don’t want to ruin the bond you established so you simply drop the whole idea.. You see the picture? That hurts, ayt?

Change topic. I better be rejoicing coz my dad just signed my waiver for our JPIA convention this Saturday. See yah all JPIANs at Liceo and Malasag!

J

091905. God, I am lame. It’s way past 1pm already. 3 o’clock seems so distant! But I don’t like to go to class either. I’m bored. Got no idea what to do. I’m even too bored to type down properly. These are the times I love spamming around my phone. Ah, I missed my cp. It’s been exactly 22 days since I last get hold of that thing. Still no clue from the acclaimed “Mr. Jaffar Macarambon.” Better ditch him out of my head. Bye bye, Phoney! Anyway, the weather looks fine. Coupled with a good music background, it’ll be perfect for a good snoring session. Hahaha! Damn. I’m so full of myself, AGAIN! Not good. *tsk tsk tsk* But I’m impressed by how sleep raised my pounds. Hahaha! No kidding, I love it. You know, I should have been in a fret for a quiz by 4:30 but like I said, I’m bored. It won’t get stuck in my head if I force my self. Oh well, it will eventually be my downfall. For now, I don’t care. *sigh* I do like to write down my thoughts. Yeah, I talk like this in my head. I don’t mind my grammar, whatsoever. I just deep-think things. I probably even over-analyze things. Random things like fasting. Last night, I thought of waking up by 3 for a fast since it’ll be Nisfu Sha’ban by then. No class. Hmm… Relieving.. I woke up in the wrong side of the bed, though. I have my period which means I can’t do what I just planned. This is what I hate most ‘bout being a girl. Heck. Good thing no class today. But to my dismay, my friend called up. She said no memo was passed by the chancellor. Shit! I can’t go to school now. Who would want to? I have anticipated there wouldn’t be any class today! The thought of missing 2 major subjects today left me with no choice. Hahay, estudyanteng blues..

Sometimes, just when you think you’ve found the right person (at least, that’s how I see him and yet, he never sees himself as one!), he realizes that there are so many things wrong with you. (What is wrong with me, then? Ah, he said when it comes to my love for him, he’s blind! Weird.. ) Eventually, you also realize that there are so many things wrong with him and everything just falls apart. After some time, you realize that it’s over. Just like that, like a snap of the fingers! No amount of screaming, kicking and whining can bring you an instant replay of the things that were and could have been. Give me the space and the time that I need to learn to unlove you…if there’s such a word! I’m insane but dead-serious…

HOW ARE YOU?

I don’t know how I am. Would you take it against me if I answer that question with a cold stare? How am I doing? I don’t know. I absolutely don’t know. I guess I’ve been having sleepless nights, trying to figure out why things didn’t work out. I guess I’m caught between wanting to shut you out of my life completely and wanting to snatch you away. I don’t know. I am lost. Life was so much simpler before you messed up with my heart. Happiness, being okay and loneliness were simple emotions. With you in my life now, everything seems much more exaggerated. It’s like I feel these emotions from my hair to my fingertips, to the point of being “HIGH”…

ARE YOU OK?

I don’t think I’m okay. I am not okay. Being confused never belonged to the realm of being okay. Do you realize what you do to me? My days seem so much happier. The sun seems to shine brighter. The rain brings a smile to my lips. The colors seem more vivid and I now love the things I used to hate. CORNY, they call it! I don’t think I’m okay. My life has always been on a timetable. Everything is planned and every aspect has a structure. Everything has a Plan A and if the Plan A does not work, there’s always a Plan B. When all else fails, there’s always Plan C. When you came, something has placed the entire order in my life upside down. My timetable changed and to the point I don’t follow a schedule anymore. My plans were all put on hold. The whole structure just went crashing. I had a clear view of what I wanted, where I was going and by when do I need to get there. The moment you walked in, none of them seemed to matter anymore. All I wanted was to stay with you. And that isn’t me. You know how I hate commitments! It brings shivers to my spine! But I can’t afford to allow that to be me. Not this time. Not with you. You represent the exact opposite of everything I’ve ever longed for and yet, for some strange reason, I feel happy when I’m with you. Those little but precious times I had with you. Some people have a problem dealing with loneliness. I, however, find myself having a problem dealing with happiness because I can’t justify to my mind why I feel about you. You asked me how many times but still, I have no idea! Maybe it’s just the way it is..MAGIC! But it’s not logical. It defies reason.

ARE YOU ANGRY WITH ME?

No, I’m not angry with you. I am just doing what’s best for the both of us thereby solving the problem before it begins. I know this feeling all too well. I know I’m gonna end up starting my day with thoughts of you and end it just the same. I’d have imaginary conversations with you in my head. And then one day, I’d wake up realizing that you have become an essential part of my day, my life. It was all so rosy for the last 811 days (2 yrs, 2 months and exactly 3 weeks!). Until one day, reality gives me a nudge and makes me realize I don’t really have you. That no matter how much you said you loved my eyes and sharing your dreams and your thoughts with me, I still won’t be enough. That no matter how much you said you cared about me, you can never love me the way I want to be loved. That no matter what I do, there would be no me and you. Perhaps, “you and she” sounds better to you. So let me solve this the only way I know how. This may be hard but I know we’ll get by.

YOU REALLY DON’T WANNA SEE ME ANYMORE?

Well, yes.. at least until I get over you. At least until I am sure that your presence no longer affects my better judgment. (Oh well, I know you’ll never come home anyway.) At least until I’ve accepted the finality of things and never feel myself longing for something you cannot give. Let me concentrate on the negative things about you. Let me bring you down from the pedestal I once placed you in. Allow me to see your worst and then maybe I’d change my mind. Let me remind myself that as much as I love you, we have different priorities. That as much as I adore you, you have a way of pissing me off, a way that only you can do. Let me be reminded of what a ball and chain you are then maybe I’d learn to see you in a different light. Let me gaze at your countenance one more time and remind myself how forgettable your features are. Let me walk with indifference when all I wanted to do was to run to your side and hug you. Let me be self-absorbed, allow me to work myself to death or drag my sorry ass-wacking my brain out with academic pursuits. (“Trying” maybe the right term.) Let me be busy. It’s just that I don’t want to be happy for a moment and be miserable the next time. I don’t want to love you, because I don’t want to go through the pain of letting you go. My mind refuses to let the heart win. So it’s true, that “basic hand psychology” of the right thumb over the left thumb, it works for me! Nah, you don’t remember. You always fail to remember.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT’S THE WORST PART OF UNLOVING YOU?

It’s the disappointing REALITY; that my messed up heart stubbornly believes that letting you go means loving you more. It’s the dark, unacceptable fact that sadly, whoever gets romantically entangled with me at this precise moment of my life (which I doubt if I could and would allow), that person will only fall second best to the memory of you. So allow me to get the space and the time I need as I live day-to-day, practicing the art of unloving you…and pls…GIVE ME BACK MY HEART! 

This is my berks…

From top (l-r): yesha, besh, kookie, ahem *roll eyes*..

down: vril and tin!

Look at us! hahaha! This was taken last Wednesday  sa pool celebrating our anniversary! (sorry nalang sa wala! joke lang rye, jean, kate and bot! labyah!) Anyway, the resort’s empty! That means, kami lang tao dun! only the 6 of us.. as always, BIBO kaayo! A lot of things revealed like uhmmm…*thinks* dami palang pwedeng maging sexy star sa berks noh? Talking about Red Diaries! este, series! May pang-Calendar Girl pa! *coughs* ‘Nu pa ba? Ah, yeah… Ako nanaman pinagttripan ng berks! Bkit bah? Hahay, Yesha at Kookie talaga!

Kaya sa mga susunod pang escapades ng berks, dapat COMPLETE tau! mwah!

           People say she’s smart but she’s not. Most of the times, she’s left at her wit’s end. Some tell her she’s a beauty but she knows they’re only kidding her out. Others tell her she’s got the life most people wish for but these people don’t know how she’s been hurting and dying.. Alone, she is. Still, others see her happy but that’s what they thought. Yes, she smiles and pretends everything’s okay but behind that happy mask she wears, her heart is screaming, starving, aching… longing for truth, silence and warmth… Love, that’s what she craves about. Until Love came. She didn’t notice it at first not until she felt it… she refused to believe it but she can’t deny the bliss it brought her. She tried but failed… she began to give in, let it in… It was magic! But as it flitted, love hurt her. Oh, how it stings! It throttled her, left her gasping. Again, she’s alone. Love, oh love! What have you done? How could you be this selfish? Now she’s empty… She’s striving to win the greatest battle she could ever face. Alas, she needs a great warrior for this battle to win… to fight for her… Someday, somehow that warrior would come and finally take her. He’ll chase away all the pain and give her what she deserves… Now, who in this world could that be?

*09/09/05* 7:28am… CORNY!

1.Call me _____ .
> kishy! @_@ kishy-kishy-ya-ya-dah-dah! kishy-kishy-ya-ya-heh! (moulin rounge! ;p)

2. What color of shirt are you wearing right now?

> white..mah fave!

3. What Are You Watching Right Now?
> nothin’.. Nag-eedit lang po nito! ;p

4. What Was The Last food You Ate?

> Squid.. pero konti lang kasi allergic ako nun.

5. Do You Believe In Karma?
> Who doesn’t?

6. If You Were A Crayon, what color would you
be?
> white or orange

.. either of the two! They’re my faves!

7. How Is The Weather Right Now?

> freezin’ cold. *shiver*

8. Last Person You Talked To On The Phone?

> my pup.. checkin’ me out! @_@

9. Do You Like The Person Who Sent You This?

> ‘corz! Close friend eh! Actually, I got this from the Bulletin..

10. How Are You Today?

> uhmm.. *thinks* cool.. no, shyprexical?!

11. Favorite Drink(s)?

> ‘pag sa labas, iced tea.. ‘ung bottomless! (hehe! Kiddin’..) sa bahay tubig at coffee! I’m a self-confessed coff’holic!

12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink?

> Dunno.. I don’t drink e!

13. Favorite Sport?

> Basketball and badminton!

14.Favorite Hair Color?

> black.. love your own!

15. Favorite Eye Color?

> nothin’ but I’d really love to stare at brown ones..

16. Favorite Band?

> ..ay andami! Lifehouse tops my list!

17. # of x gf/bf?

> nyaeks!

18. Favorite Months?

> every month except MARCH! It reminds me of somethin’ really.. never mind!

19. Favorite Foods?

> pastas, ice cream, and Mamang’s Ginataang Kalabasa! *yum* =D

20. Last Movie You Watched?

> Mr. Bean..

21. Favorite Days of the Year?

> days?! Ma’ hatch day, monthsary sa berks, Heart’s day, uhmm.. andami!

22. question # 22 seems to be missing

> duh?!

23. What Was Your Favorite Toy As A Child?
> ahihihi.. Water guns.. I’m a bit boyish that’s why. ;p

24. Summer or Winter?

> Summer syemps! Magpapa-tan ako ulit!

25. Hugs Or Kisses?
> hugs.. I need human warmth.. *bleeh!*

26. Chocolate Or Vanilla?

> You sure you’re askin’ me?! CHOCOLATES!!!

27. What do you think about loving someone who doesn’t love you?

> It’s not destined to happen so why keep pushin’, ayt?!

28. What are the things that make you feel uncomfortable?

> ask yourself! You know what! (antaray!)

29. Do You Think You’re Normal?
> Sometimes.. my pagka-weird minsan eh! Often misunderstood.. *frowns*

30. Friends You Have Had The Longest?

> my buddy.. Mark!

31. What Did You Do Last Night?

> Grrr! Lapit ko nang maihagis cp ko dahil sa isang stalker “kuno”! Heck, ayaw akong tigilan eh!

32. Favorite perfume?
> Endless Love by Victoria’s Secret

33. Who Inspires You?

> Dati si kuwan.. si.. err.. ;p -Family po!

34. What Are You Afraid Of?

> not being able to make it.. as in!

35. Plain, Buttered Or Salted Popcorn?

> pwede lahat? Hahaha! -buttered..

36. Missing someone?

> uhmm.. errr.. no comment!

1.Ano ang iniisip mo ngayon?
> andami.. ang gulo!

2. Kung meron kang P50, san mo gagastusin?
> ‘la.. I’ll keep it saka ko na pag-iisipan!

3. Saan ka madalas tumambay?
> my room.. I’m a homebody now!

4. Ilan friends mo sa friendster?
> ahihi.. dami! My 1^st account’s already full & to date, d’ 2^nd one totaled 280.. and counting!

5. Cno ang huli mong nkausap sa fone?
> sa cp ko or sa landline?! too private!

6. Masaya ka ba? Bakit?
> Syemps! Duh?! Kahit hindi naman eh, you’ll get an affirmative answer from me!

7. Ano ang paborito mong numero?
> 1!

8.May kinaiinisan ka ba ngyon?
> “mga” actually.. ‘Ung mysterious caller ko last night & that guy on friendster who uses my pic! Grrr! Superman daw! Duh?!

9. Bkit ka naiinis s knya?
> Sino’ng hindi?! E gamitin kaya niya pic mo, you think that’s funny? Baka ano pa sabihin ng mga tao noh! (Oist, last warning na ha!)

10. May mahal ka ba ngyon?
> Mahal ko lahat ng malalapit sa akin..

11. Katxt mo ba crush mo?
> hahaha! Secweeet!

12. Kuntento ka na ba sa kalagayan mo ngaun?
> Not really.. There’s more out of life pa!

13. Kung may mgpapakita syong genie, anong wish mo?
> world peace! *winks and waves* I mean that!

14. Ano ang favorite expression mo?
> nyaeks/ngeeks!

15. Kailan ka huling nagsinungaling?
> errr..

16. Snob ka ba?
> Nop.. approachable pa nga e!

17. Happy-go-lucky ka ba?
> Count me in!

18. Anong balak mo sa bkasyon?
> My mom said punta raw kami sa Ingud! Hehehe..

19. Anong mkikita sa wallet mo?
> my mum&dud’s pix, cards, calendar, money..

20. Bakit mo ‘toh cnasagutan?
> lingaw man beh!

21. Badtrip ka?
> ngaun? Nop..

*09/03/05* 9:38am..

1.kelan ang bday mo? Ung totoo?
> July 8, 1985.. I just turned 20 this year! That’s 2 years beyond the legal age! Hehe..

2. may fave song ka ba ngayon?

>yep.. madami! I’m into “HALE” these days.. [Essan, magconcert sila diri sa Sunday! Bleeh!]

3. barat ka ba?

> hahaha! Opo!

4. close ba kayo ng mga pinsan mo?

> yes, to those I know.. One thing’s for sure, lahat nakilala kong pinsan, open ako! Este, close pala! Ay, ano nga ba? Open o close? *devilish grin*

5. ilang beses ka maligo sa isang araw?

> it depends.. ‘pag feel ko maligo thrice, y not?

6. anong perfume/cologne/body mist ang ginagamit mo?

> ‘la eh! Karam man daw! But I’m into Endless Love!

7. sino-sino mga kasama mo sa bahay nyo?

> my family.. andami talaga! pati lola ko, aunts, uncles, mga pamangkins, maids at mga bisita!

8. which do you prefer? Long or pudpod na nails?

> neither! I like my nails short w/o anything on it!

9. mahilig ka bang maglinis ng tenga pagtapos maligo?

> nop! Trapo lang! hahaha! It’s bad raw to clean it daily!

11. mahilig ka bang mag internet?

> uhuh..

12. anong favorite mong site?

> friendster, yahoo, launchcast, jokes.com, tsaka icspf.com..

13. kung tatanungin ka kung anong silbi mo dito sa mundo, anong isasagot mo?

> *coughs* I’m here to promote world peace.. nek nek! Nah.. I think I’m here to find my self..

14. anong favorite mong kulay?

> white nga at orange!

15. anong kulay ang suot mo ngayon?

> plain white!

16. anong kulay ng bed sheet mo?

> wait.. ay,andami! blue, white, red, green, pink, violet, orange.. floral kasi eh!

17. kung merong kang 1 hundred thousand dollars ngayong oras na to anong gagawin mo?

> I’ll buy my lola a house.. a small one, as promised! @_@

18. kung may isa kang wish na gustong matupad as in ngayon na, ano yuN?

> How I wish I could turn back time..

19. anong gusto mong gawin sa mga oras na to?

> dance! It’s been ages since I shake my booooty! Hihi..

20. sinong pinaka huling tao ang naiisip mo bago ka matulog?

> errr..

21. anong iniisip mo pag gising mo sa umaga?

> heck! (‘yoko na!!!)

22. sino sa mga friends mo yung alam mong pwede mong pagkatiwalaan?

> Dad, Mamang, kuya, Leigh, Mark, berks (in no particular order)

23. sino naman sa kanila yung pinaka gusto mong kasama?

> sa ngaun, my best! Missed him..

24. sino naman sa kanila yung madalas mong makasama?

> berks..

25. cnong bestest best friendS mo?

> uhm.. If we weigh it all up, my pup pa rin!

26. may best friend ka ba sa opposite sex?

> Oo naman.. my buddy, Mr. Mark Alison Lee!

27. kung may pagkakataon, posible bang?

> What?! Oh I just hate it when you guys leave me hangin’!!!

28. sino huli mong naka-text?

> Si Rossel.. naka-sun po!

29. sino huli mong nakausap sa phone?

> siya din.. ang khuleettt!

30. na-inlove ka na ba?

> Uhuh..

31. in love ba sya sayo?

> Hirap mag-assume eh!

33. sino ang trip mong kasama sa mahabang biyahe at bakasyon?

> mr. right guy!

34. sino huling ngtext sayo?

>Si Ross nga eh!

35. sino huling tumawag sayo?

> hay naku!

36. sino huling nagmisscall sayo?

> Dati kong crush.. [Au] hehehe!

37. sino crush mo ngayon?

> andami! Si Slurp.. uhmm.. si Doug.. si Sir Ryan! Crush lang naman eh! ‘Ge na lang gud!

38. ano talent mo?

> talent ba ‘ung kumain? Hihi.. Try to find out for my self! *giggles*

*09/02/05* 10:03am..

1.Are you in a serious relationship right now?

> lahat naman ng relationship dapat sineseryoso db? –now? nop, that brings shivers to my spine! Aaargghhh!

2. What is on your mouse pad?

> syemps, the mouse.. next to it, reminder notes!

3.What’s your favorite fruit?

> RAMBUTAN! Jowkz! Ahihihi.. mangoes and pineapples po..

4.Do you wish to be a pilot someday?

> once.. but I figured out I’m height-phobic!

5. What is the color of your pants right now?

> hah?! Naka-malong ako eh! Di, jowkz! Ahihihi.. khaki shorts.. (nasa room lang kaya pwede..ganda ‘ata gising ko noh!)

6. Do you have a lot of admirers?

> *devilish laugh* told you, mahirap mag-assume! Tingin mo, ano?

7. Do you think about your love problems?

> nop, thinkin’ of it only calls for another problem!

8. Is your computer in your bedroom?

> yep, it’s my ultimate companion now!

9. Is your hair long or short?
> lort/shong?! Hehehe.. kinda.. I’m thinking of cutting my hair short, what do you think?

10. Do you like going to the supermarket with your parents?

> I’m proud I’m Mom’s fave companion when it comes to going to the supermarket! I love cooking kasi eh!

11. How much is your allowance for one month!?

> Secweettt! Y ask?!

12. How long does it take for you to fix your hair?

> sad to say, I’m no kikay.. a couple of seconds will do.. sometimes, pinapabayaan lang! hehehe.. talking about damakers! *bleeh!*

13. Where did you go last night?
> bahay lang..

14. What you had for breakfast this morning?
> ‘la pa but I’m sipping my cup of creamed coffee now..

15. What did you have for dinner last night?

> nothin’.. was dead-tired to eat!

16. Do you sleep alone?
> most of the times, yes.. minsan with mum and dud.. minsan din w/ lola..

17. Who is beside you now?

> Doug Kramer! (you wish!) Ahihihik! -no one..

18. What is the last thing you touched before you went on the computer?

> my cp.. someone just gave me a ring!

19. Who’s the hottest girl/guy you know?
> girl? Avril!!! I love her sun-kissed skin now.. so sexy! Suya ko! Ahihihi.. –guy?! This guy nakasabay ko from school kahapon.. He’s carrying with him his guitar.. Must be from COE.. He’s not opao nor matangkad but heck, I find him interesting! Great smile at “kurukom”.. hahaha! Man, he’s got it!

20. The best feature of the girl/boy you like?

> sa girls, the brain.. sa guys, the man he carries with him.. x-factor!

21. The sweetest thing someone could say?
> “because of you, my life has changed..” (dated:Jan. 16, 2004

11:16pm) )i(

22. Something you want to tell him/her?

> Thank you.. my life has changed, too..

23. Why do you like him/her?

> I just do.. magic, that is!

24. Inner/outer beauty?

> inner!

25. Ever had a dream come true?

> almost..

26. Do you like the smell of durians?

> aahhh! Totally hate ‘em! Gross!

27. You ever wished you were royalty?

> I am naman eh! ahikhikhik! Takaw QUEEN!

28. What’s the worst thing you’ve done all week?

> not being able to at least read any book.. though I have all the time to do it! Intrams pa naman..

29. Are your parents asleep now?

> can’t tell.. Out of town eh..

30. How much do you love your gf/bf…?

> I’m unattached.. @_@

1.NAME ATLEAST 3 HIGHLIGHTS OF YOUR DAY:
> my bathe (yep, I love pampering mah self! ;p), belly-laughs w/ friends.. bwahahaha! And a good thinking, I guess?!

2.WHAT MAKES YOUR DAY COMPLETE?
> a hug.. @_@ (kahit kanino galing basta ma-hug lang ako!) I need that now!

3.WHAT CAN SPOIL YOUR DAY?
> think of _____ . errr..

4.IF YOU CAN LEAVE THE COUNTRY FOR THE DAY, WHERE WOULD YOU GO AND WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
> That’s hard ah! *thinks* hmmm…

Europe

,

Mecca

,

Hawaii

.. and then really get-away! Aaahhhh!

5.WHAT’S THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU RECENTLY?
> being able to accept reality.. I would have done somethin’.. I mean, it’s hard to decide on sumthin’ eh especially if it involves someone really special. Dun’ siya masaya eh.. I’m happy na din.. )i(

6.DO YOU REGRET LIVING THE LIFE YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW?
> I couldn’t think of any except this.. why would i?! and besides, I have all the reasons to be grateful!

7.DEFINE YOUR CAPACITY FOR LOVE:
> GOD! I’ll do what I can and have to.. ebut! Ptaman aki!

8.IF YOU CAN TAKE THE TIME OFF FROM WHATEVER YOU’RE DOIN AND BE SOMEWHERE ELSE, WHERE WOULD YOU BE?
> hmmm..

Manila

, I wanna see somebody.. for old time’s sake!

9.ARE YOU CHATTING RIGHT NOW?
> nope.

10. WITH WHO?
> ‘la nga eh!

11.WHO MAKES YOU HAPPY?
> everyone.. as long as they’re happy, I’m happy na din!

12.WHAT CAN BREAK YOUR HEART?
> being lied and cheated! ..been there! T_T

13.WHO MAKES YOU SMILE?
> I’m a smiley-jock, they say! I always carry ‘em.. *winks* I’m infectious raw!

14.WHO ARE YOU THINKING OF RIGHT NOW?
> ahihihi.. have no right na po! *bleeh!*

15.WHY?
> can’t help it eh.. I just don’t understand why..grrr!

16.WHAT’S YOUR SONG FOR HIM/HER?
> “Especially For You” by MYMP *bites lips*

noon

po!

17.WHAT’S YOUR CURRENT RINGTONE?
> “My Happy Ending “ by Avril Lavigne.. love it!

18.SONG THAT’S PLAYING IN YOUR HEAD RIGHT NOW?

>”Have You Ever?” by Brandy.. ka-relate ko! Tsaka, ‘yan tinutugtog dito MP3 eh.. hihihi..

19.HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
> missin’ someone.. :’(

20.WHAT CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER/BAD AT THE MOMENT?
> talk w/ that someone and bid each other goodbye’s for the last time.. that’ll make it better! -bad?! Leave somethin’ unfixed.. )i(

*090105* 9:

09am