have you?
Have you, by any chance, felt something like you try to work your self out forcing to believe onto something you think exists but is not real?? I mean, you felt it exactly but in the real sense it was never really there? You saw how it actually changed your perspective, your ways and means and the total being inside you and yet you realize you’re being too much of a desperate fool.
Have you, by any chance, tried to fit your self into a hole forcing your self to get in because you think you deserve it although ambiguous about it? With all your might and that ample amount of faith, you try to suit in even if you know you’re inadequate and is not welcome at all.
Have you, by any chance, felt totally insecure over things you know is not worthy of the thought? You know you’re normal and might even be better and yet you feel them. You’re left wishing anyone would send you some fairy dust just to chase away the invidious feelings in you.
Have you, by any chance, felt used? Like, you pour your whole being over something you believe is for you. You stick to it, allowing it to dictate your life and yet you realize all those times, you were alone left to dangle with the wind. You thought somebody’s there ready to face the journey with you but when you turn around, you see no one.
Have you, by any chance, set aside your pride; broke the stand you are so steadfast and covert about in exchange for something you are afraid of losing? None of these seemed to matter because you become so focused with finding ways to keep it going. You become selfless and didn’t realize that along the way you are slowly losing your self.
YES?! then, you’re stupid! hehehe.. @_@
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